A whole lot about nothing really. You'll get bored I'm sure.

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Chilldaddy after a few birthday cocktails on his big day. (look at his button)  Posted by Picasa

Welcome to a night out with shortensweet, Mom, and yoobee.  Posted by Picasa

This is Brooke. She is sick. She told me that she was almost going to be done. Done with what? She said, feeling sick. Then she yelled at me twice. Once for not having the right playstation game, and another for not having her hot cocoa at the right temp. Geez..some peoples kids. It has been nice to nurse her back to healt. Look at that smile..I think she's feeling much better. Posted by Picasa

Friday, January 27, 2006

Just my luck

Last night I met someone incredible. He was funny, cute, had a job, loved to dance, paid attention to me, bought me drinks, and was just a nice guy. Right age, loved to cook, smelled oh, so good. I was thinking...ok, when this guy calls, I'll answer my phone AND if he wants to go out, I'll say yes.
So, on the way home, he was behind my friend and I. We got to a spot where the road becomes 2 lanes, and he speeds past us....us, and a cop. So, I see my great, wonderful, possiblity get pulled over knowing that he'll go to jail for a DUI. I'm betting he doesn't call now.


Friday, January 20, 2006

Yet another birthday

Today, January 20th is my brothers, known to some of you as chill daddy, or the Dad's birthday. We started the celebration Thursday night at one of my favoite bars. It's right down the road and it's just two guys that play accoustic guitar. I also took Bunny Jo to see them at a different bar for her birthday. We had a great time. One of the guys who is interested in me bought a few rounds so it was an inexpensive good time. Today, he got a bunch of snow for his birthday, and some new tools at a party at his house. It was a good time too. Complete with tacos and kids. One of my five year old neices told me that I needed to grow because I couldn't reach over the guardrail of her top bunkbed to kiss her goodnight, and my other five year old neice kicked my butt at Hungry Hungry Hippo.
So, happy Birthday big brother. I hope that you enjoyed your birthday as much as we enjoy you. I really feel blessed to have such a great brother. You're wife isn't bad either. I love you, and thank you for being such an important person in my life.

Sunday, January 15, 2006


A few posts ago I stated I was going to start dating. Here is how it is going. I haven't gone on one date yet. There is a very good reason for this. Since I've said this, I have on average met and exchanged numbers with 2 guys a week depending on how many times I go out. Here is what happens. They call, they ask me out, I say yes, we make plans and I break them the last minute. I think, I met them in a bar, how nice or good can they be? Isn't this rotten? I do know a lot of people have met and hooked up in a bar. I tell them upfront, look, if sex is what you want..keep going because that is not going to happen with me. Yet, they still buy me drinks and call me and I keep no showing. I know that my luck is going to end and men are going to stop asking, and then I'll be complaining about how miserable I am. So...how can I fix this? Any ideas?

Friday, January 13, 2006

Sad Day

Today is a sad day. I turn in my keys to my apartment. Last night after we took the last load, I kinda got choked up. Not that I had great memories of my apartment, but that my first place all alone is gone.
It gave me new resolve to make things better faster. Look out world..here I come.

Thursday, January 12, 2006

Why is it?

Why is it that your life has to be defined on who you married or what your kids are doing? Why can't it be judged on what I'm feeling, or what I'm doing? Why does it seem like everytime I meet someone or see someone I knew from long ago, the first questions are, are you married? how many kids do you have? Why does my life have to be gaged based on what they've done?
I guess it just hits a sore subject. I want those things, but don't think my life should be judged as a failure becuase I'm not married and haven't managed to pop out a kid or two. Because I'm not gay I should have some excuse, like I've been locked up for a 10 years and just haven't tried. It's not a lack of trying, it's a lack of loser men who I keep choosing. When God is ready for me to have someone, then that will happen, but not until then. So until then..shut up..don't make me feel worse. Think about everything you have and how much it means to you, then imagine in all being gone. That's a day in my shoes. So, shut up, really think about you're saying and how it might effect the person you're saying it to.

Thursday, January 05, 2006

Kid Stuff

I remember Christmas vacation as a kid. It was days of sledding, snow ball fights and hot chocolate, going to friends house, and Mom making us clean.
Not so much anymore. This week I've been at my Moms with my neices. All week it has been fights about the play station, and what to watch on tv, and fighting over my laptop. We wanted to go for a short walk today and it was complaints the whole way.
I have enjoyed the conversations. The empty promises of, I'll be good tomorrow, and I'll do it in a minute. My favorite conversation happend with my 10 year old cousin. On New Years Eve we were talking about what he wanted to be like when he grew up. I said, "You want to be like me right?" He said, "Yeah, but I don't to be a virgin." I asked if he knew what a virgin was, and he said it was someone who doesn't get 'jiggy with it'
So, I'm glad the kids think something better of me :)

Sunday, January 01, 2006

A friend in need...

Ok..HELP! For those who are local and who read this blog. I'm in need of some assistance. I'm moving out of my apt and my funds are VERY limited so I can't afford to hire a moving company or prob. even pay for a moving van. You can't believe how much it costs. So, I'm in need of some strong muscles, and some help moving out of my apt. I'm looking at possibly Sunday the 8th. Let me know if you can help :)
Am willing to do a favor in return for any helpers and try to cover your gas expense.

Also, I'm putting my college plans on hold for a dose of the real world. I'll be sending out my resume this week. Keep your fingers crossed I get some kind of job.

New Year

It's 2006 and I'm thinking big whoop. This year is going to be like every year. Why do we celebrate the begining of the new year? It's not like we can take back all of our mistakes from last year and pretend they didn't exist, or we the things in your life that your struggling with just disappear at 12:01 AM January 2006. Yet every year there are big parties, and big to do's to celebrate the upcoming year. Here is my hope, I get the shit that has had me hung up from the last year. Midnight doesn't change it, I don't feel all excited thinking my whole life is going to change. In fact, it's kinda depressing to be almost 3o and riding home with your parents in the backseat of your car at 1:30. So, here's to 2006, I hope it doesn't suck.