Out with the old...

I once heard the definition of insanity was doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results.

I think I’m insane.

For a few years, I’ve had the same type of relationship with the same kind of guy. I thought that by spending time together combined with being loving and patient that someday he’d open his eyes and see what a great catch I am and want to be with me on a more regular basis.

I give, and give, then give some more. I get nothing back in return, not a commitment, not anything that I need, and I don’t think that he has ever been capable of giving me more despite my hopes and my dreams.

So, I think I’m going to continue to pursue my other prospects a little harder than I have been. I’m ready to remove the straight jacket and find out what life and love can be like when you accept it with arms wide open.