Yeah, I'm bored, deal with it.

First things first. A birthday message to my Grandpa who is miles and miles away, and it's 2 days late. Happy Birthday Grandpa, I love you, and I wish we could all celebrate you on your special day. I hope it was just as special as you are.

Secondly, I feel very good today. I feel like I kinda came to a revelation. In the past months, you may have noticed, I've been depressed. I can't find a job, and feel like I don't have anything good going for me at the moment. I realized today that my additude stinks. If I want to feel better, that's the first thing that has to change. The second thing to change is getting off my ass. I can sit around and feel sorry for myself and live for the nights I go out and just let myself feel worse about not having a job, or a man. I do need to love up on someone, need to care for someone in the ways I do best. I just have to keep trusting that it's going to happen, and that when it does, I'll have a lot more love to give them. That man will be very lucky.

I think my friends, that Jamie Lynn is going to herself again very soon. Aren't you excited?